Daddy's precious little girl

EARTH HOUR

2010-03-26T19:13:00.002+08:00

Join earth hour!

ON THE 27TH OF MARCH, SATURDAY

8.30PM TO 9.30 PM

you can join the earth hour by:

1. turning your light off at 8.30pm tomorrow,

2. sign your name up into the world map book, visit http://www.earthhour.org/

WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!

JOIN ME <3

today was a nightmare

2010-03-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

WHY IS TODAY SO DEPRESSING? WHEN IS THIS GNA END?

and by the way, my mum is NOT that bad, stop insulting her..you know who you are,
im so tired, i dont even bother to explain...
even if i do, you wouldn't understand anyway, so WHAT'S THE POINT?/
i rather..shut up and, watch the show.

Ice cream making :)

2010-03-21T19:24:00.005+08:00

ICE CREAM MAKING WITH SMALL BANANA PANCAKES :)
FOR COMMERCE PROJECT, with azza <3

ENGLAND -London and sommerset 2

2010-03-17T20:26:00.011+08:00

ENGLAND -part 2

ENGLAND -London and sommerset

2010-03-15T18:32:00.010+08:00

ENGLAND - LONDON AND SOMMERSET (one)
its all messed up, oh well
i forgot how to upload pictures to blog, so it is not in order!

IM BACK. :)

2010-03-15T18:28:00.002+08:00

i should blog, again.
its like writing a diary anyway,

WHAT HAPPENED TO NICOLE?!?!!!!!!! (I would put more exclaimation marks, but my finger hurts...)

2008-10-20T21:45:00.006+08:00

Greetings, from Joanne. :)

OKAY! So as you all know, Nicole's house got attacked by a very horrible, terrible, tremendous, lousy, stupid, disasterous (and oh, it goes on) land slide.

**(Please note that at some point, i might be MAJORLY exaggerating)

SO, on a... Wednesday(?), Nicole called me (it was night time)~
Nicole: OMG, JO!! MY HOUSE KENA LAND SLIDE! (starts speaking in mandarin)
Joanne: OMG!
(i don't remember how the conversation went)... WHATEVER!

***

ANYWAY, IT'S SCARY! SO, EVERYONE PLEASE INCLUDE NICOLE (and her house, her 10 dogs, her dead fish, her broken fish pond, her television, her swimming thumbdrive, her tortoise which is somewhere on the surface of this planet and the rest of her family) IN YOUR PRAYERS, OKAY?! CUZ IF YOU DON'T,...... If you don't... then too bad lo? :P

HAHAHAHAHA!

ANYWAY, POOR NICOLE! :'(
No internet for her, no ~~Suju~~ computer access, no ~~nice delicious properly cooked food~~ bed, no... house? I DUNNO!

BUT ANYWAY, THE LAND SLIDE WAS REALLY (really) BAD! & It happened again this morning, at 5am? (???) Is it?
And her whole family had to run outside. AHHH! Scary! :o

***

ANYWAY, I'll update you people on ~~myself~~ Nicole, since she can't go online!
(I'm sooo nice, seriously :P)

ON FRIDAY (17th October), we had HARI RAYA ASSEMBLY! :D
As you all know (or myabe not know), Nicole, JOANNE, Savita, Amanda, Karina (and many other year 8 girls) were involved in the Hari Raya Dance.

AND IT WAS GOOOOD!
Seriously, i think (personally) our dance was the HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY~!

We worked hard, and it was worth it. AWESOME, LET'S DO IT AGAIN NEXT YEAR!

SO WE HAD TO WEAR BAJU KURUNG (malaysian traditional female costume thing)

IN ACTION!! KLhdi kg3 kjdf3k4bdfr :D

URRRR JEALOUSSS.

YEAY~!!

***

ANYWAY, I HAVEN'T INTRODUCED MYSELF! :D
I AM JOANNE, AND I AM A WONDERFUL PERSON!
(you can just walk away right now, i totally understand)

8D (perverted smile)
HAHAHAHAHA!!

=___=

Okay, i should stop now...

DOUBLEYOUDOUBLEYOUDOUBLEYOUDAWTJOOOANNEDAWTBLOGSPOTDAWTCOM!
(joooanne.blogspot.com)
VISIT!:)

MY FIANCE LAH. JEALOUS, KE?!!

JOANNE, boom!
x)

Fishing : D

2008-10-05T20:33:00.013+08:00

Today,
i woke up early morning..
because Uncle Anthony and his son came..
( uncle Lee was sleeping at home)
and ..
we went to Rawang by his car..

we're going fishing : D

in Uncle Antony's car ..
i was so sleepy..*yawn*

we stopped by at ..
a restaurant ( can't remember where)
...
somewhere around Malaysia..
and we had breakfast... :D

i love breakfast :d

i had 'wan tan mee' : )
i didn;t take any picture of
my breakfast..because i was
~~lazy~~ sleepy.

after breakfast..
we're going to Rawang :D

we're almost there..

almost..( really almost)

sunny day :D
i didn't bring sunblock..
i didn't bother to :D
i'm going to get sunburn later D:
oh no.
sunburn..
no!

mum bought umbrella..
Me: i want umbrella also!
Mum: no.
Me: why not? so hot here
Mum: i bought your AISM cap?

uhh,
what?
AISM cap ? oh no..

Me: why cant you bring other cap?
why AISM? i dont like it..
it's blue and..it's for kindy..
not ME!

i was mad :/
why school cap?

and my sister was wearing yoke nam cap..
hahahha..

long way to go..

Me: i want that umbrella..
pleaseeeeeeeeee?
Mum: no
Me: haiyer
Mum: nah!

okay,
i hate this picture..
i hate this picture!

nickson's invention..

my horrible sister trying to fish and drink..
well,
i don't care..

3 umbrellas now :D
cool eh?

Mum : mosquito!!
i hate mosquito!!

(while i was uploading this picture of my mum to my blog,
my sister was like..'eh? kakak went fishing with us meh?
how come there's a picture of kakak here?)

omg..
not gonna tell my mum :D :D

daddy got ONE :D

i was bored..

and then,
my sister caught a tortoise!
oh no,
poor you..

that apek my dad's friend was like..
we;re going to cook it for dinner :/
oh no.
Me: *whispering* let it go
Mum: yup..you do it..
Me: why me? you go la..
Mum and Me: ooi, you do it..
Sis: why me? nickson, you do it..

then that poor thing came out from
the net itself and went away..

thank god :D

second :D

third ?

fourth !

uncle Anthony got one!
and my sister was..
(i dont know what she was doing..)

minee :d

LOL..

i was so bored..
and..
i started to take pictures..

can u see a bug behind?
can you?

fifth? or sixth?
i cant remember..

mine..
the fishie doesn't like me..
D:

again?

look, there's even..
even...dragonfly !!
D: how come fishie doesn't like me?!

today was hot.
i mean it.

again.
how about me D:?

fine..
i'll find my friend..

these are my new friends..
:D
whatever

and then..
all of the sudden..
we're going homeeee
D:
i didnt get ONE.

it going to rain..
D:
where's the sun?

runn..
faster..

everyone..
were wet..because of the rain..
and yet..
i didn't get any..
fishie at all today.. :/

and i got sunburn :/
oh no.

look at my sister's arm..
LOOK!

oh no :/
oh no no no no no!

i went to trim my hair todayyy
i'm not going to complain..
so,
no worries :D

Camping at taman negara : /

2008-10-03T21:37:00.022+08:00

I'm back :D && I'm safe :D (thank god)
My family , uncle Antony's family and uncle Lee's family
went to Endah Rompin, Taman Negara Johor
for camping..
We woke up early morning...

Day 1

and had breakfast at Romping (somewhere on earth)
we had some ~~yucky~~ duck noddles..
don't go there !
LOL, it wasn't that bad but i just don't like it : /

as you can see,
:D i was bored ~

uncle Anthony and uncle Lee were driving
their Mitsubishi..
while my dad was driving
his stupid big fat dumb Alphard : /

camp site :)
Me: what is this?
My sister: camp site la you dumbo !
Me : oh no, we're going to stay here?

ewww, I hate nature ):
i want to go homeee

look at that big fat dumb Alphard :D

ooi, nicole!
stop taking pictures..come and help us..

Me: i don't care! i want to go home..
okay, i didn't say that
i'll be in deep trouble if i said that : $

my mum ,
pretending that she's pro :DD

Mum: you need to do like this...bla bla ..like that..

believe or not..
i did this.. :)
that's our 'bungalow'

uncle Lee still struggling.. LOL

Maid : come take picture of me ..
i want to send back to Philippines :D

DONEEE :D :D

and then,
i realised that i need to sleep with..
~~that horrible monster~~ my sister
oh no.

uncle Anthony and uncle Lim bought stuff for
our 'bungalow' and..
our family bought tons of food..
in this big fat dumb Alphard

while i was helping my mum with
the food :D ,
(that monster) my sister and daddy went fishing..

i'm good at taking pictures (i know)
:D

this is what she do..
when daddy didn't let her fish..

and now,
her best friend is Big Brown ---that leaf
hahahahhah:D

Taman Negara

Me: take picture la..
My sister: whatever la..
Me: you want a not la?
My sister: faster la...
( we really had that convo) la..

then, we start cooking curry..:)

can you see? can you??
it's Anthony Yong..his name..on his cap..

they even brought their dog..
i cant remember his name..
i don't bother to remember

and then..
we went swimming in the river..
it was soooooooo
cold..
i was freezing..
i 'kena' my leg also..that huge stupid rock

it's getting late..

good night !

Day 2

mameeeeeeeee!
it hurts..

my mum didn't bother to talk to me..

dad cooking 'bak kut teh'..
in early morning.,
for breakfast :D
i love breakfast..

my mum trying to fry an egg..
ahahhaa:D

that's our living room &&
kitchen..

uncle Anthony called it 'satay leech'

uncle Anthony's son..
Nickson.

LOOK!
it's a tiny spider :D :D
but it's not yellow : /
i love tiny yellow spider..
but i couldn't find one there..
how sad D:

we've got ONE fish .

a small campfire..

and then ,
we decided that we should go..
tubing :D

Nickson.

it was funnnnn.

look at my poor sister and her another best friend..
the umbrella :)

AGAIN.

setting up campfire..

oh no, it's falling...

LOL,luckily i wasn't there :D

It began to drizzle after dinner..
we were in the tent..
doing nothing..
i was sleeping and my sister was..
talking to herself

campfire :D

Day 3

no moreeee D:
we packed up..
and said goodbye to the forest..

it was ~~boring~~ fun and tiring..
and guess what?..
i'm fishing tomorrow :D
with uncle Anthony and uncle Lee again..
:D:D:D

uncle Anthony : let's go to fish , son!
(uncle's son)Nickson: oh no, you go fish and i'll stay at home:D
uncle Anthony: no no, you're not going to stay at home
we;re going fishing..everyone is going :D

Me: yay? at least..i dont have to stay at homeeee :)

i;m so going to change my blogskinnn!!!
1 year and 2 months

stay-estrella

ESTRELLA

友情不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。

2008-09-27T22:12:00.003+08:00

花落才有花开，有散才有离。若没了那份无奈，有怎么懂得珍惜。
人们总是不遗余力的追求那一个天长地久，
总是千方百计去留住那一个结果，
却不知天有老时地有荒，这世界哪有不变的情？
却不知如果曾经拥有过美，
便不必去强求什么结果。
拥有过的，永远不会失去，
没有得到的，即无需苦苦追求，
是你的，迟早都是你的，不是你的，永远都不会属于你的。
不必为天长地久而苦恼，不必为失去而遗憾，不必留念昨天。

omg, i went to watch money no use 2 for the second time
today, it was funny but sad...
term break just started...
no school for 2 weeks!!
yayyy?

i'll change my blogger template again..
we've been arguing for these few weeks..
im tired :/

so what -pink

and now i know..

2008-09-25T19:31:00.003+08:00

I'm scared..
I'm very scared..
that one day..
this would happen..
and now..it's happening..
sometimes, i just don't get it..
and sometimes..
i just don't understand why..
all this is happening..
time flies..
i thought..
everything will go well...
and now i know that..
i was wrong..
i forced my self not to think about it..
but then...
i just can't stop thinking about it..
i just..
can't stop thinking about..

~~separation~~

:DDD

2008-09-12T21:29:00.004+08:00

i think it's cute so i uploaded it :D

i was so lazy to blog.
well,
actually there were loads of homework and project..
and so,
blame the school!
my daddy just bought me a computer today..
because i was complaining about my laptop for..
few months?
:D :D :D
yay?
i will upload picture..~~someday~~..
Mr. peters said that i was being rude in batik ECA..
was I?
i don't think so~
he was like,' I'm warning you Nicole! and don't be rude next time'
since when i was being rude?
whatever
anyway, i really need to change my blogger template..
any good websites?

xoxo.

Quit or Not?

2008-09-03T19:43:00.004+08:00

i didn't realised the defination of best friend..
till i came to AISM..
not because i met someone special..
it's because 'someone' gave me a lesson.. 030908

'Someone' gave me a lesson today..
dont ask me who..because i'm NOT gonna tell ya..
i always thought that..she will be the one..
the one that always support me.. and keep all my secrets..

today after school..
i realised that...
she is ~~not~~.
she was being mean and..
she gave me that ' you're so annoying ' face..
she was acting like..she's annoyed..
and it's all my fault and bla bla bla bla bla..

today is ~~not~~ my day ..
no, actually..
for this whole week..
no..no..
for this whole year..
stuff are happening..and i learnt a lot..
from the lessons that u guys gave me..
Thank you.

i hate my blog..
especially that..layout
i'll change some day..
and i'll blog about international day..someday
but just..not now..

i chose to quit.
dont ask why ~~bitch~~.

it's my decision..not yours..

xoxo.

Macau trip<3

2008-08-27T18:47:00.010+08:00

MACAU!!!

i went to macau last last week..

and yeah, i was lazy to blog about it :D

and yeah..my puppies :)

we went to a park..

and i cant remember the..name

my dad and my sister :D

the museum.

The vanential hotel.

we went shopping and shopping and shopping.

i saw a juicy couture watch..

it was really nice..and i want it so badly..

it cost 500+ and knew my mum wouldnt buy it..

so i asked my dad, and he was like 'uh, really?..buy la'

:Di was so happy and..suddenly my mum was like..

'NO'

.......

and there we go again....

overall, it was..kinda fun~
macau is a small place..smaller than singapore..
and it's boring there..really boring..
i love portuguese food(especially the portuguese tart)
:D:D:D
you'll get to try in some portuguese restaurant in Macau...

i cant draw :'(

2008-08-20T18:12:00.004+08:00

I tripped on the street, fell down, bruised myself and cried out in pain; but no one else noticed.

hey people! :D
didnt blog for a long time..
it is because..
i was busy, connection problem...
IRP..and yeah..lazy :D
i'll blog about mtv awards( i went with joanne :DD), macau trip and...
international day( coming soon~)
i'll blog all of that one day..LOL..
ms goonting asked us to do 'my place'..
and there's one day, she was absent..
a sub-teacher ( idk her name~ we call her mole teacher)
came to our class. we had out art class in C11, and she said ' YOU HAVE TO DO 'MY PLACE', RESEARCH !' we were like, huh? my place? er..what? weirdo~
and so, i went to ask her..what do you mean by, 'my place'?
she was like..didnt your teacher tell you about it?..
okay~ whatever then..
Later, i found out that we need to find a picture of a place...
that you're comfortable with ,and you like it...
and..it relates to you..
i chose a picture..actually it's from Joanne :D
it's a picture of a part of the city..we need to draw the same thing into a blank paper..
I CANT DRAW :'( i asked my mum for help...:D
i love my mum. LOL..for helping me for my art.
anyway,
need to do my maths homework.
it's due tomorrow (no fair)
while seniors are having fun at camp..

xoxo.

My nightmare

2008-07-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

~~MY NIGHTMARE.~~

dear diary

2008-07-27T20:05:00.003+08:00

我心里的日记，每一页都有你。

omgosh, it's 27th of july todayyy..
and it's 28th of july tomorrow..
i wonder whether i can stay up for tonight..
im so sleepy right now..*yawn*
everyone is being ~~mean~~ to me...
my mum is making fun of me ==*
we went to some..idk..bukit thingo..
and it;s like taman negara..it was so ..tiring..
and i fell down..and sprained my ankel..
and er.. i was crying..everyone were staring at me..
it was so embarassing :S
&&&
my dad's eye bitten by a...bug..LOL
:/

anyway, im not ready for tomorrow..
so not ready..infact, im scared~

wish me luck!
xoxo.

dont ask me (: idk~

2008-07-24T19:22:00.003+08:00

My best friend actually called me a ~~bitch~~
ouch?
idk. I wonder why she did that.
I thought it was just a joke
and
I still cant believe she actually did said that.
then why is she still hanging out with me?
I wonder why.
路遥知马力，日久见人心。
so TRUE.

My puppies!!

2008-07-23T19:56:00.004+08:00

puppy!..arent they cute?

:)

hearts.

awwwwww..

im gonna give one of them to kelly belly's brother... Xd

Vietnam trip

2008-07-16T13:58:00.011+08:00

vietnam~

here i come~~

LOL.

where is my sister?!

lol..i made her dissapear!!

like what joanne did to her sister...hahaha

Vietnam was under Chinese control for a thousand years

before becoming a nation-state in the 10th century.

and...

Vietnam's independence was gradually eroded by France in a series of military conquests from 1859 until 1885 when the enitre country became part of French Indochina. The French administration imposed significant political and cultural changes on Vietnamese society.

spot the red little thing?
it's two little small chair!
vietnamese love to sit on the little red chair
and have their lunch !

sunny day:)

look at their houses!
it's long and thin..lol
just like gwen~

the park:)

French deli!

we went to halong bay the next day...

yup,

that's my mum and my dad..

they were curious..about that small little boat...

when i came home, i found out that my dog just gave birth!! :)

mummy bought this at the airport for me.

i didnt really like vietnam though..it was hot, and hot and HOT!

LOL..we actually went to the millitary museum..

but then, i didnt bring my phone! (pa bo)

the fragrance there are really cheap..

even my dad bought channel..:)

saw lesportac and kipling..

mummy didnt allow :\

"i will buy for you if daddy bring us to korea"...

~~lame~~ excuse!!

~~lame,LAME,lame~~..

xoxo..

Nicoleng

Sleepover and pavilion:)

2008-07-02T20:41:00.006+08:00

yesterday, savita and joanne came for sleepover..

joanne was busy taking pictures while savita was just sitting there..

joanne took this while i was replying email..LOL

and i didnt know about it..till i upload pictures to my blog.

and so,

we had fun that night..hanging out at my house..

and..we were bitching about..hmmm..people?.LOL.

The next day, means today..

we went to pavilion..and we had loads of fun..

we went to MNG, and joanne bought a shirt there and...
Esprit too...and and..i went to converse! :D
and the fabulous parkson in pavilion!!

went to padini too..i saw CROCS..i didnt really like the colour..
it was so fun hanging out..

and yeah,i saw a REAL cool and cute purse at ROXY today..it was kinda expensive, and joanne didnt really like that colour..so yeah.. :( but i bought converse ..and padini shorts.. i bought that ~~pierre cardin wallet~~ ady :) i was so glad that i found it..at first, i was so frustrated..and i just found it opposite ROXY!!..hahhaha..we ate korean food for breakfast AND lunch! hahaha..maybe because of KIM..she made us love korea..and korean food because she's korean? ..that make sense! :)by the way, today we went to JUICY COUTURE..and guess what.. it;s RM 500++ for a T-shirt, and RM 1000++ for a Jeans!..totally insane!!who would just go and buy one of the t-shirts or even the accessories??..NOT even shoo wenn, that super rich girl who owns pavilion herself will buy it..gosh..that;s insane!!..those are for paris hilton or kimora lee simmons XD true? More pictures will come up later..i'll wait till joanne upload those pictures to her blog for today ..and copy & paste!! it was a tiring day and.. i'm tired!..haha..DUH..

God Bless!

xx warwick avenue by Duffy :)

June 28th

2008-06-30T11:27:00.011+08:00

(June 28th)Commendable! :)

my mum was like..~~Good~~!

thought she's gna say..Great!

hahhaha..

i got an A for my HSIE:)

i love my school report..

"nicole continues to be a ~~shy~~ student, but she appears to be enjoying herself at school"

AM I?..LOL

okay, i was suppose to blog about this yesterday..but some how
i cant upload all these pictures yesterday..and there's something wrong with my blog

okay, this is..aunty cythia.She's the Low Yat plaza manager(i think?)
and that's my dad :)

the China ambassador, EON bank manager and.. low yat plaza's manager..

my sister,yawning..and my maid
and DJ Stephen, Chui Ling..there!spot them yet?

it was a tiring, crowded, hot

AND..

sunny day..but it end up raining at 4pm..

i had fun though..

was suppose to help but end up at time square.. :P

i blog tomorrow..

that;s all for now,,

byeee..

xoxoxoox..

God Bless

28th of junee,2008

2008-06-29T14:18:00.014+08:00

yup..yesterday was my dad's carnival thingo..

but for some reason..

i cant upload my pictures..i wonder why..

i was suppose to help during the carnival.

but end up hanging out with kelly and manda..

in times square...was gna go to pavilion..but then,we're going next week..

so, that's why we went to times square..

we were to..nichii (i think)

and i bought this t-shirt..

manda and kelly bought stuff too.

:)

we were like..let's take picture!!!

we went to cosmo world too..

it was..tiring..

and...FUN.

later on that night..

it ws my baby cousin's birthday..

*look here*

the..fong's family..

i'll post about the carnival..

and my school report later..

if i can upload those pictures...

xoxo..

im helping for the carnival thingo!

2008-06-27T19:25:00.004+08:00

tomorrow it's gna be 28th of june..
and and and..
it's the first day of our holiday..:D
eehee..
i need to help my dad out with the carnival thingo..
i DID sell the coupon..
but..then..not every teacher or students in AISM
actually wna buy the coupon..since the SRC are selling too..
urgh..frustrating..
i really hate it whenever there's some stupid idiotic people..
who'se trying to use those big words..
while they dont even know the meaning of it..
then..what for?..that's the most stupid people ever!
i'm not trying to be mean or whatever..no offence :)
and..we're malaysian..
cant we just speak & use manglish? LMAO
they just..urgh..nevermind, maybe im just dumb that..
idk the meaning of those big big big words XD..LOL
i'll take pictures for tomorrow..and..
maybe i'll just hang out with kelly and manda at KLCC while..
my mum and my sis are going to help my dad with the carnival ;)
i know, i'm NOT being a good daughter OR a good sister
whatever..
anyway, a BIG thanks to..Mr R.Slider (maths and science teacher), Mr C.Broadbent (homeroom,HSIE and english teacher), Ms B.Magi (music teacher) , Joanne&Kim(for selling out the coupons), Adrian, XL, Natasha, Jonathan, Kelly's famly, Ryu....loads more!
THANKS!
by the way, today at period 5..
we were at the library..and i was reading my own stories to the..
year ones!they were so cute..like teddy bears..hahahha..
okay, that sound so stupid..but still!
at first, we were suppose to read stories to the kinder..
but then, they were too busy..
it's kinda fun to have a project..to create a story..
and read it to the young people..like..really young people..hahhaha

got to go for now..
i'll blog tomorrow..
xoxo.

Charity fest in aid of Sichuan earthquake victims!

2008-06-26T21:20:00.004+08:00

urghhh

i have loads of coupon for the charity fest in aid of sichuan earthquake victims,

please help them by buying these coupons from me!

:DD

see?..
im not lying..
i need to sleep with them if..
i cant sell them out..
besides helping them..
help me too!

date: 28th of june

time:11 am to 9.30 am

venue:plaza low yat,boulevard strip

im just helping my dad here..

and im getting back to..study now..

tata..TT

remember..help me!

TEDDIES!

2008-06-24T21:53:00.004+08:00

Pink!
Huge teddy!

more teddies!

my fav. :)

Planning,planning and planning..

2008-06-24T21:09:00.005+08:00

Alright..
he's in aus and he is going to NZ soon..Vietnam anyway..LOL..
i'm sleepy,tired and..whatever..
we were planning for our holidays*wink*..
next week..
since pavilion is shoo wenn's dad shopping mall..
we're SO going to pavilion..
to buy prezzie and..shopping?..LOL..
i'm going to buy prezzie for mason and him..
and..
hmmm..
i'm going to buy..quiksilver stuff for mason and..and..
roxy stuff for myself *smile*
and...
~~pierre cardin wallet~~ for..his birthday:) shhhh...

headache...
that;s all for today...
xoxo.

i'm realy tired..

2008-06-03T18:03:00.003+08:00

urgh
i cant sign in since sunday..
and i kept on getting in trouble for 3 whole day!
urghhh
what did i do?
why do i deserve this?
i mean..did i just..did something wrong?..like really wrong..
i cant..remember any..till you remind me?
but i still cant remember..
school work, parents, friends, teachers...
stress, stress, stress
and i have to pretend that i'm alright while i'm NOT,
i have to apologize when it wasnt my fault;
was wondering when's my happy ending,
well, i think i deserve that..LOL.
Now,
i can just barely rest...and there's an argument again..
2nd argument in these 3 days..
hey,let's not argue anymore..but i ..just cant say that
because it was my fault AGAIN..
why me?
alright, maybe this is..what GOD wants me to go through?
or maybe not.
maybe is just..myfault..AGAIN.
i've got so much to blog about..
my cousin's wedding, my new pet and..and..my genting trip..
i saw a really cute white teddy..but mum said NO.
urghhh.
well, i need to go now..need to finish my homework..
and..solve things out..

GOD BLESS.

xoxo.
nicoleng.
signing offfffff...

nicole hearts camppp!

2008-05-21T20:27:00.095+08:00

Nicole hearts camp!

last week, we went to taman negara for our school camp..

and..IT WAS FUN:)

i used super duper uper puper long time to upload pictures and..

to blog this..Enjoy!*smile*

First day!

we were at the canteen early morningggg.

byebyeee TT. i will miss you:)

someone took this. have no idea who..:S

joanne,savita:)

travis superman!

boats.

brandon and aiden(have no idea how to spell his name)

vikitoria and wenn

at first, i thought is going to be really funnnnn..

but then...it wasnt..it was so boring ..

the boat was so slowwwwwww.

B-O-R-E-D

For about 3 hours....

ARRIVED!

our super duper messy dorm!

preparing for night trekking~

'what is kim doing?!'

OURS.(lol)

what is he doing?

i have no idea too~

they were looking at ryu.

a really hot japanese+korean girl.

and adrian loves her.hahhaa

travis, kristhan, antom: LOOK!

nicole: i dont dare to look at her..lol

*smile~* hey, im there!

the..the..orange one

savita;s friend..our friendly wild boar

kelly,chinese girl and kim, the crazy korean girl in our class. :P

jungle trekking!

joanne! and kim.

woooot

manda, nadhirah and travis!

mat. our jungle boy.

spot me?

going for the canopy walk..

canopy walkkkk.

us:)

lol

it was so fun.haha

laughing their ass off.

joanne, victoria and amanda

wanna know why they need

to serve us??

matthew :)

he broke a wine glass, so that's why they need to serve us!

going to waterfall~~

lunchhhhh. we had our lunch HERE.
sunny huh?

theyre getting their face painting.

we had fun there. we spent 3 hours there..

fishie!

viki-toriaaaa

guys are not allowed to be in girl's dorm!

johan,malay-chinese dude

boramy, french-cambodia dude

joanne, chinese:))

hin yaw..being funny?

chasing guys outttt

picturess

this is why i love manda.hahhaha

going to the orang asli village:)

and yupp..that's ME.

kim, korean

and ryu..japanese-korean

Year 8 AISM Camp to Taman Negara!

It was fun!

hahha

look at joanne..lmao

victoria,matthew and joanne

what's going on?!

on the journey going back~~

kim was sleeping..

superman travis appeared!

and our school captain was..

sleeping??

we had loads of fun singing in the bus..

playing truth or dare..

somewhere near karak..

lunch..LOL

' what're ya looking at?'

arrived...canteen:)

tata..going home..

i had lots of fun during camp!! im tired of uploading pictures and im so glad that...i did it! i didnt write much because ...i didnt feel like it? LOL..it took me ..3 days to blog this..im serious..and i didnt even blog about mother's day and my new pet yet..ahha..maybe next time:)

xoxo,nicoleeeee.

todayyy!

2008-05-08T19:13:00.017+08:00

today, after school..went to gilly cafe and i saw a cuteee kitten :)

so cuteeeee.

after 'dinner', my sister was dancing and singing..
till she reach the car...==*

she's being retarded.(LOL)

my mum reminds me of mummy's day :)

and i bought cookies..

and prezzie from my school's mother's day stall..

so called..AISM mother;s stall

before we reach home..we went to pharmacy ..

to buy stuff for camp! xD

cant waiiiiiiit!

arrived home*smile*

the neighborhood~~~

my sister being retarded *AGAIN*

Dog.

Dogs!

puppy:)

well, that's her name.

random~~

look alike? :P

just gt back my geography assesment!

i've gt 80..

that test was kinda hard for me~..it's actually hard xD

but..there's some smart ass in my class..

im worried about my english assesment..

i dont even get the comprehension...it's about a guy named, seth

....wish me luck!

and and and and..i've got..15/15 for my geography globalisation essay!

woohooo...*smile*

anyway..

i need to go AGAIN.

need to study for science*nutrients, science matters, oesophagus,constipation*hahahhha**

sorry..i super uper duper tired...*yawn*

xoxo.

nicole..

stress boo!

2008-05-04T20:24:00.010+08:00

i lurvbeee them:)*smile*

i was studying with my teddies..and a piggy...
all of sudden, i keep on taking pictures..:S

i was having fun~while everyone were sleeping.
i was supposed to study for geo,

but end up calling someone *:o who?!*

random~

dont ask me why..i just..felt like ..it

my sister..

pictures:)

camwhore.

boohoo.

i need to go NOW.

study.study.study.

bubye TT

signing off.

xoxo.

nicole

2008-05-03T16:56:00.019+08:00

*stress* assesment,assesment,assesmnt

my sister and my mum..(take one)

(take two) *faking*

CAUSE OF ASSESMENT!!

i even study during piano lesson TT

my sister was..'climbling' the piano

then..kena scolded.hahahhaha

was bored during piano lesson..

cant believe we are having strawberries during the lesson, huh?

random~~

i asked her to act like..a nerd..

was trying to eat it. :S

camwhore~ satu

dua

look at her arse. she ws trying to sit.

but failed.

i found my..piano teacher's member card..

and that photo was like..10 years ago??

from the left..piano teacher, aunty michelle

that pinky cute little girl is michelle's daughter*smile*

i had fun taking pictures...

but..

i need to study for..assesment..

TT..TATA!

signing off*sadly*

xoxo.

Nicoleng

far far away from me.

2008-05-02T17:30:00.014+08:00

from the left, kelly and amanda:)

hey savita! and my bottle.

the malaysian studies class*smile*

joanne's hand and my geography book.

Globalisation~~and so on

there goes joanne;s phone~~

amanda~what're you doing??

you guys should be doing homework

savita:'what're you trying to do!?'
amanda:'nothing?'

hahhahhaha

see?i did my english essay~~

i'm doing it even at the restaurant*wink*

*perasan*MINE!

MINE TOO!

i knowyouloveme,iknowyoudo~

is just..i had a feeling that..you're far far far away from me~

camwhore:)

assesment coming up next week.

assesment means..test.

i need to study,study,study...for geography,science..

need to study~

signing off now..

xoxo.

Nicoleng

ouch:)

2008-04-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

i broke his spec today..
and yeah...i'm sorry:(
i dont mean it :S

from sierramas to ninjasmile

2008-04-28T20:21:00.021+08:00

Last week, i went to sierramas with my family.

my dad loves sierramas and he wants to move there.

so, we went there and the houses in sierramas is nice:)

this house is..hmmm..i should say huge..

too big..is so dark and scary for me :S

i dont really like it though..but my dad was like..
omgosh ..i LOVE it..

the front door..that's what i loke dhe most*wink*

and yeah..it's actually nice..but it's too big.

*look ,that's my dad there, the tiny one*

and compare to my house...lol.

last saturday*means two days ago*

me and my mum were taking pictures..

my mum asked me to delete it..

but i ws like..NO,IT'S CUTE.

hahaha.

this is my mummy;s daddy.means my grandpa.LOL

after that, we went to ninja.

japanese restaurant in the midvalley office lots.
damn cool there.:)

it's really nice*wink*

and the food there is quite nice ~

camwhore.

that's my dad:)

loads of books there..japanese..

it;s a really cool restaurant,andi think YOU should go!

NINJA!

retarded US:)

ish..dont tell my mum that i didnt delete this photo.:)

Last christmas

2008-04-22T20:36:00.003+08:00

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shyed
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kiss me now, I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of eyes
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl on a cover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year
Maybe this year
I'll give it to someone special
Cause last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
And last Christmas
And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

分手又是什么样的呢？

2008-04-18T11:48:00.006+08:00

分手后没办法做朋友，因为我们彼此伤害过对方；没办法做敌人，因为我们彼此深爱过；所以，最终我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人。

最可怜的是，你根本都不知道她有没有爱过你，甚至喜欢过你。所谓：‘曾经拥有’。我真的是替他可怜，他是我的朋友而她是我最看不顺眼的人。她是因为妒嫉朋友有了男朋友所以才答应他作他的女朋友。

现在，好了，要分手了。她就叫她的好朋友去告诉她的男朋友，一点勇气都没有。我的朋友更死，明知她根本没喜欢过他，他还问她给他多一个机会。我被他气死了！

如果他们分手了，还可以做回朋友，不好么？
敌人？她没可能会和他变成敌人，因为那个女的，天生喜欢和男生塔山，不塔山一天好像会死似的
做回朋友不比陌生人好么？
反正，就算你们还在一起，她也不会理你。
无论如何，祝你们愉快！

曾經有一段真摯的愛情擺在我眼前，我沒有去珍惜，等到失去了才後悔莫及，塵世間最痛苦的事莫過於此，如果上天能給我一個再來一次的機會，我希望能對那個女孩說我愛你，如果非要給這愛加一個期限的話，我希望是一萬年 :)

Once some section of sincere love suspend at me at present, I have not gone to treasure, when lost has only then rude awakening, between this mortal world most painful matter nothing better than this, if the heaven could give me one to come a opportunity again, I hope i could tell that girl that I loved her, if had to give this to love a deadline, I hoped is gna be 10,000 years.

good luck to you guys.:)

signing off. nicole.

Scuba Diving

2008-04-16T12:35:00.030+08:00

Just came back from

kapalai-sipadan,tawau which is in sabah

for scuba diving.

that's the first picture i took :)
*what're you looking at,you prevert!*

she's...always annoying..

superman..:P

that's my mum...walking ard..have no idea what she's doing.

i love sunset.

i love this picture.

and i took this with my phone:) *wink*

bla bla bla~

i like the view.

i like the clouds there.

it's really nice there:)

loads of fish and corals.

busy taking photos..

the shadow of my dad and my sister.

see?told you that i love the clouds.

they're really good at table tennis.:)

and i suck at it.

the hall beside the diving center.

that's my mum, and my sister..and my dad.

you have no idea how bored we were.

still taking pictures.:/

that';s my diving log..nice drawing huh?

padi diver's log

randomly.

i love the sea.

and the sky.

there goes the shop.

besides fishes and corals..there's a puppy there..

two bitches

we had fun there and..i would like to..go there again.

finally:)

2008-04-07T15:10:00.003+08:00

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through unopen doors that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you I finally know
I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]Finally Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matterI just ran away
Put on another face Was lost in my own space
Found what it's like to hurt selfishly
I was scared to give up me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have madeI
Finally got out of my own way
I Finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]Finally Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
FinallyNow my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
Finally Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening,is happening
Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
by fergie

visual arts.

2008-04-03T21:09:00.005+08:00

Today during visual arts,while we're suppose to *erhem*

do our mobile ...joanne and i were playing with felt and scissors

and we cut out loads and loads of love shapes~

look!it's joanne's pencilcase and scissors and pencils...

see?hahahhaa..cute right??we know it's cute,dont have to tell us..HAHAHA.
i used my phone to take pictures..and didnt notice that mrs gooting was just infront of us*phew*that was sooooo close..

we both look retarded. :/
we didnt do anything today in visual art...we just LEPAK xD

heavy rain~

2008-04-03T20:36:00.008+08:00

there was a heavy rain yesterday after school :(

and traffic jam every where...i love the rainbow..weeee~
and yeah i was so boring that i keep taking pictures..

my mum was mad at me cause of the traffic. ==*
i asked her to look at the camera, and yeah, she did~

look at those stupid cars..i hate traffic jam...:(

look at the sky..it's so dark and yet..im nt home yet.

*yawn*

Rainbow smile:)

2008-03-10T18:05:00.004+08:00

哪裡有彩虹告訴我

Na li you cai hong gao su wo

Can someone inform me where the rainbow is?
能不能把我的願望還給我
Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo

Can you return my wish back to me?
為什麼天這麼安靜

Wei shen me tian zhe mo an jing

Why is the sky still so calm?
所有的雲都跑到我這裡

Suo you de yun dou bao dao wo zhe li

All the clouds have amassed above me
##有沒有口罩一個給我

You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo

Do you have a spare face mask to lend me?
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao

Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate
也許時間是一種解藥

Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao

Maybe time is an antidote
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

Or the poison I’m taking right now
看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著

Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao

Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到

Ni de shen ying zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao

Your shadow is so close yet I cannot hug you
沒有地球太陽還是會繞

Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao

The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing
沒有理由我也能自己走

##Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou

I can walk away (from you) without a reason
**你要離開我知道很簡單

Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan

You want to leave, I know it is (a) simple (thing)
你說依賴是我們的阻礙

Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai

You said reliance was the major barrier between us
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛

Jiu suan fang kai na neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai

If I choose to let go, that cannot remove my love for you
當作我最後才明白

**Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai

I’ll just pretend that I understand in the end
Repeat ## **
RAP

看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著

Kan bu jian ni de xiao yao wo zen me shui de zhao

Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到

Ni de shen ying zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao

Your shadow is so close yet I cannot hug you
沒有地球太陽開始會繞…會繞

Mei you di qiu tai yang kai shi hui rao … hui rao

The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing…orbiting
沒有理由我也能自己走掉

Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou diao

I can abandon you without a reason
是我說了太多就成真不了

Shi wo shuo le tai dou jiu cheng zhen bu liao

Because I said too much, now it will not eventuate
也許時間是一種解藥…解藥

Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao… jie yao

Maybe time is an antidote… antidote
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao

Or the poison I’m taking right now
Repeat **

By jaychou=]

:)tired.

2008-03-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

虽然，我做完工课了但是我还有很多很多的project & assignment.我很累，很累。tired of being myself..我要做回我自己，我不喜欢你管我，我要自由，我不喜欢我的朋友喜欢就自己做自己喜欢做的东西，完全不顾我的感受。我很累了，不要再这样对我了，好不好？每一个人都很小气，一下子就生气了。我发觉到关心我的人永远都不能待在我身旁(how sad)，but still 谢谢你，这么关心我，我会继续努力的。今天我很累，我要睡觉了，下次再打部落格吧！！

tired today:(
going to sleep now..
nites blog<3
xoxoxoxo.

what to do?

2008-03-04T19:43:00.003+08:00

我很烦恼，我有很多秘密都不可以告诉别人。我是一个保守的女孩，我的心事永远都不会告诉别人。但是，我真得很累很累，每一次都让我知道一些我不应该知道的东西。为什么？为什么要让我知道？？每一次当我知道我不想知道的东西时，我就很想告诉别人，因为，藏在心里真的真的不好受。我很辛苦，学校每一天都有很多很多功课，学校的朋友全部都不理解我。我的妈妈每天都要知道我再做什么，每天都要我补习，读书，温习功课。我今年十四岁了，为什么我不可以和我的朋友出去看戏？为什么我不可以得到自由？为什么我的朋友可以？我又不可以？为什么？？我真的有读书，只是每一次我做功课时，他没有看到。不公平！！他连我的friendster,facebook,msn都要检查。我根本就没有自由，我很烦。我的朋友永远都不能保守秘密，如果我在这样下去，我不活了。去死吧！！

what the fuck?

2008-03-04T19:33:00.003+08:00

dear blog,
i miss you so much..LOL..
realised that i didnt blog for...a month?..
okay,the point is..my mum always thought that international school is a place that..teacher dont give us any stupid homework..and it's so relaxing..wtf?..MUM,i have IRP and loads of homework to do every single day..is just that i complete it be4 you reach home..and NOW..she wants me to have fucking tuition on every friday..MANDARIN tuition==*
no fair~...what the hell?
and yet..she going to let me join math,science,english...OH,DO YOU WANT ME TO JOIN DRAMA TOO??..
right..'that teacher is really good at mandarin'
'but i dont want to go,mum.'
'i dont care,you TRY 1st'
she always say this to me...hmmmmmph

i HATE fridays

2008-01-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

i need you forever..

i miss my phone~~~

i need it..so much~~~

that..bastard...

''i need your phone number''....fcuk off...

i bet it's him...he's the one who took my phone... asshole

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........

thanks to sav..for sms'ing

XL too..thanks...

CY,fang xin..wo mei you zai ku le..lolz..(thanks for calling)

thanks you mason =]

and...

erhem...thanks for telling me about W900i while..my phone juz gt stolen...thanks joe!!==*

i want back sony~~...

i want back my number....

&&&

i HATE fridayssssssssssssssssssssssssss =[

FRIDAY sucks..

bby,i'm sorry :(

iloveyouguyssomuch..

my pictures...my video frm USA & canada..niagara falls...puff=disappear...=[

memories~~.....

fine....

what my mum was like..''you can get nokia wad''..

nokia sucks...i want sonny erricson =]

i need nokia for what??..

sob sob*

that's all for today..stupid friday..

xoxo.

19 days till my birthday...

Nicole leng

Bus third...toot

2008-01-19T23:32:00.001+08:00

i love flowers

okay,i promised not to swear but i jst cant help it..wonder why...

you told me to stop acting like a kid i'll tell you to stop acting like someone who you're not bast*rd..

i'm not a kid..stop saying that i'm a kid..and i'm nt acting..you ret*rd..

you think you are always right and ask people what they should do when YOU(bus third) didn't think of how other ppl feeeeeeeeeel...

you guy know what HE did?..that ret*rd

he's the one who told my mum that she should stop me from relationship...

..what the hell was he doin?

he said that i'm toooooooooo young..

i would like to say..get lost

what's his problem interferring with my LIFE..

my life were..peaceful..==''''

BUS THIRD

.....i dont like YOU..

is nt worth to type about him in this whole blog but

gek sei ngo la..sui zai==''

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OKAY,

today..hmm..i knw something NEW~

ahahha..kelly..kesian~~~

dui bu qi lo..wo zhi dao ni xi huan sui le...<3

ahahhahah

that's all for today..

xoxo.

24 days till my birthday and he'll be HERE=]

wishes--1.bus third,shut up

2.gastric,i dont wna be ur fwen..you're nt fwenly

❤ luvyah..muakssss.

♥ Not Gna Be Belated♥

2008-01-16T13:19:00.001+08:00

it was today early morning..

and i was online..

chatting with mason :],savita & him

mason went oink early and i was chatting with him

i still remember it's abt two weeks ago..

he asked me to figure out..

'not gna be b*l***d'

the first word in my mind was..beloved ==''''

i went to find that word in dictionary and..erhem

even asked adrian & aziq..

still CANT figure out..so i decided nt to figure out that word...

Guess what?..

it's belated..:]

MEANS...

He's gna be here for my birthday..yay

i can tell you guys that...i was really speechless...

and i just cant stop saying omgosh...

i seriously cant believe it's true..so true
AND..he's nt going to JAPAN...

p.s->hey there sav & cy...i'm sorry to tell you that he's nt going,you guys hav the same reaction..ahahha..i bet you guy know what i mean:]*wink

and yeah..CY,so called a magician..practice your magic before you perform..ahahhaha....

(and the answer was 17)

xoxo.♥ ♥lubya

28 more days till my birthday♥

that's all for today:]

Nicole was here♥

study during holidays==''(speechless)

2008-01-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

i was just wondering what you guys did during holidays..

hmm..

studying for exams?..do you EVEN have those books?

when i was 4,i swear to god i'll nvr fight with my mum or disagree stuff with her..

but then,

is just seems like..she wants to argue with me or wad..and that's so not fair

whenever i ask permission for goin out with friends..

i bet she's going to say no..

so,i nvr ask her..only if i really want to go...

hey,c'mon...it's HOLIDAYS

for freakin 2 months..she dont allow me to go nowhere...

WHY?

'did you study during holidays?..why are you wasting your time?'

'cause i dont like my gal sleepover at ppl place'

oh well,that's a GREAT answer for me..

i'm 13 turning 14..and 29 more days to my birthday=='''''''''

yeah right..i'm so young that i cant even walk..

sometimes,i just dont understand parents..

what are they thinking&what they want from me...

she said she paid loads of money for my school & i DIDNT study

...GOD,she's the one who send me to this school..i told her not to..

and,she's complaining now..what she wants from me??

i SWEAR i'm gna study next term and get all A's for her..

and IF she still dont allow me to go out with friends..

i would like to call the ambulans...:)

i'm so sorry sav..i was crying while calling her..sorry sav:(

i'm so sorry darl..again & again it's my fault...

i cant believe you're that patient..i swear i seriously wna go...

i didnt know that she's gna say no...

iloveyoudarl:)

muaksss.

29more days

that's all for today..xoxo.

nicole leng

sister's birthday♥

2008-01-14T20:43:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you;

happy birthday to..erhem

happy birthday to you...

yeah..it's my sister's birthday today..

AND

Guess What?!..omgosh

i bought a little cute prezzie for her:]

okay,usually..i DONT :s

my mum bought a cake and everyone bought present for her

EXCEPT

for dad...:[ awww..

ahahha..nah la~my dad promised my sister that her birthday party is gonna be on this saturday...(good for her)

okay,her birthday is on 14th jan and mine is on 14th feb(remember!)

so,it's gna be 30 more days till MY birthday..hahaha..my precious moments..♥ ♥

&&..

xiao rui&xiao lung's birthday is coming aswell..

his birthday is gna be on the 3rd day of school day..gna buy prezzie too...:]

xiao rui's birthday 1st

then xiao lung's birthday..

then..Mr broadbent :]

and then

MINE..♥ then,

andrea's birthday!!

precious moments...♥ ♥ my dear nt gna be here with me...

countdown till my birthday=30days♥

xoxoxo.

that's all for today...

muakxxx.

AND DID I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU TONIGHT?..

2008-01-14T12:59:00.001+08:00

♥ did i tell you that i love you tonight darl?

I need you and i miss you and i love you cause i wanna hold you
you're my everything and i really miss you darl...
Sometimes I wonder..why do I love you so much..
&& I realise there's many things pop out my mind...

I realise that..I dont need a reason to love you..
I dont need a reason to miss you..I just love you hun..♥
And..
whenever i miss you..i'll just remember stuff that we did together..
friendster account.520.4th of august.tagged.little argument(and i won:]).bulletins in friendster
and loads more...loads loads more..

Darl,I just want you to know..i really love you,and i really DO..no matter what..i'll be there for you..forever..

I love you♥
you're my greatest story that I ever told...
xoxoxo.

bandung trip:)

2008-01-13T18:52:00.001+08:00

first,i would like to say about this trip..
we went there for nothing
and we what we did were..
shopping,shopping..& SHOPPING...
guess what??it makes me hate it so much~~boo
it's like..nothing there..it sucks..really sucks
everything is retarted there...i went to bali last month and it was great..
two different places in a same country..
but then,
we bought..hmm..quite loads clothes actually..
okay,just imagine
we bought a huge big bag...and it wasnt full at first
when we went back to KL..it's full and...we bought two extra bags from bandung..
and it's full too..
and this proff that..bandung is just a place that sell clothes..that's all..
NO FUTURE...
anyway,i would like to stop saying about bandung..
tomorrow..means 14th of january..
it's my sister's birthday..and knw what,i didnt buy anything birthday present for her yet..ooh o
i have no idea what she wants...
okay,i admit..i'm not like some 'good girl'..taking good care of their sister or brother ..
that's all for today:]
xoxo.

daddy's precious little girl :)

2008-01-09T18:42:00.001+08:00

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart".
With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far.
You see he was a policeman and died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement, she witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star. And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Take the time...to live and love!
Until eternity. God bless

speechless.confused.i dont CARE.hope

2008-01-09T17:20:00.001+08:00

Wednesday,January 9

Enough...it's enough...
i always know stuff that i shouldnt know..and that suck..
i dont giv a shit..just damn it...
i'm speechless..confused...and..i dont care..okay?
it's always like that...i DONT like it..
it's like..ouch...
i'm tired..i want a break..a really really long one...
without anyone asking..why where how who when
just shut...up :x

i cant tell my mum or dad..seriously..
i bet they'll be like..what?!

just HOPE everything is gna be fine :)
-and hope does'nt disappoint us,because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. Romans 5:5

p.s-happy tree friends is kinda cute :]

Daddy's precious little girl

EARTH HOUR

today was a nightmare

Ice cream making :)

ENGLAND -London and sommerset 2

ENGLAND -London and sommerset

IM BACK. :)

WHAT HAPPENED TO NICOLE?!?!!!!!!! (I would put more exclaimation marks, but my finger hurts...)

Fishing : D

Camping at taman negara : /

友情不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。

and now i know..

:DDD

Quit or Not?

Macau trip<3

i cant draw :'(

My nightmare

dear diary

dont ask me (: idk~

My puppies!!

Vietnam trip

Sleepover and pavilion:)

June 28th

28th of junee,2008

im helping for the carnival thingo!

Charity fest in aid of Sichuan earthquake victims!

TEDDIES!

Planning,planning and planning..

i'm realy tired..

nicole hearts camppp!

todayyy!

*stress* boo!

far far away from me.

ouch:)

from sierramas to ninja*smile*

Last christmas

分手又是什么样的呢？

Scuba Diving

finally:)

visual arts.

heavy rain~

Rainbow *smile*:)

:)tired.

what to do?

what the fuck?

i HATE fridays

Bus third...toot

♥ Not Gna Be Belated♥

study during holidays==''(speechless)

sister's birthday♥

AND DID I TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU TONIGHT?..

bandung trip:)

daddy's precious little girl :)

speechless.confused.i dont CARE.hope

stress boo!

from sierramas to ninjasmile

Rainbow smile:)